May 2012
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Could use a whole flask of rum, a re-run of Girl, Interrupted, and a few hours of darkness and privacy.
Fuck everything right now.
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Patting myself on the back.
I really fucked this up really well this time.
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After six months of being phone-less, I finally have a working phone again. Besides how inconvenient it can be when I’m supposed to meet up with someone (which is a rarity to begin with) I actually didn’t mind it. Nobody trying to start small talk with me everyday and whatnot.
#ANTISOCIAL
Watchsweetupndown9:
kayteezy:
iamselectric:
Jay Pharoah Impersonating Will Smith, DMX, Eddie Murphy, Chris Tucker, Barack Obama, Jay-Z, 50 Cent, Cassidy & Katt Williams
Legit.
Good lord this was flawless.
Two of my friends have gotten engaged to each other. Another had a baby.
And this is only two years after our high school graduation!
Now I have nothing bad to say about their life decisions. In fact, I’m very happy for them. However, it feels a little daunting that we’re all inevitably going in that general direction: adulthood. Whether it’s having a family, getting married,...
Hi guys!
Sorry for not replying to some of y’all. I got a job AND a marketing/public relations internship all of a sudden so I’ve been very busy. Monday is a day off. I’ll be sure to get back at y’all then :)
I want to talk to people... But I don't.
More than half the time I want to vent, the person who offers to lend me an ear ends up ranting about him/herself. And I’m a selfish bitch when I’m in a sad, bad mood. I want to talk about my damn problems, not anybody else’s. I’m sorry, but it’s true. I do feel kinda bad for being selfish but at the same time, SHIT PEOPLE. I always end up listening instead of...
I’ve been suffering from really bad headaches for two days now and I’m in a terrible mood but I can’t sleep.
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TMI Tuesday and a bit.
I saw my (kind of) ex-boyfriend yesterday. Not like, ran-into-him kind of “saw” but actually hung out with him for half the day. Now if you’ve been following me when I was still involved with this guy, you may be thinking, “What the fuck is wrong with this woman?” If you are relatively new to my now largely inactive blog, I shall fill you in with the important...
I thought I’d be able to attend to this blog more after my exams but it hasn’t turned out the way I had predicted it would. I haven’t necessarily been busy but I still don’t post much because I don’t have much to say. I could complain endlessly about how bored I am and how much I hate being sick/insomniac but that gets old and doesn’t get me anywhere.
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brefontaine asked: Hey whens the last time I did this huh? :-D
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Frankly Speaking
The number of times you said, “blow me,” in comparison to how many times you said, “we’re not just another high school love story,” should’ve been a good indication of how we were going to end up. But love makes one stupid. And I was the stupidest of them all.
GG.
April 2012
45 posts
I’m home and on my perfect bed.
Drowning in miserably nostalgic emotions. Choking on memories. Staring at the ceiling and thinking of the million times I’ve done this. It’s the same ceiling, same walls, same furniture… The sun’s rays still force themselves through my blinds at sunset, and birds still chirp by the trees. Everything has stayed the same since I was...
A simple summer list
esiolj:
Now that schools done, all I want to do is:
Sleep
Drink
Cruise around the city at night with the most coolest, chillest, raddest homies listening to the weirdest yet most amazing playlists
Shop
Drink
Chill
Travel/road trips
Get a cool dt job
RELAXXX
and did I mention Drink?
My list is similar to this. Lots of Stella Artois in my life would be the cherry on top.
I voted for the first time today. I feel all adult-y and stuff. I am a responsible Canadian and you can’t tell me otherwise. LOL.
Lazy Days
Lying on a couch by the back door, about to nap. It’s my godbrother’s birthday today so we’re going to have some roast chicken, spaghetti, kare-kare, black forest cake, rum and brandy. Need the rest before I consume all that.
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I can hide physical scars, I can hide emotional scars, but ultimately, they’re all scars and scars they will remain.
Oftentimes, those who hide the scars they have acquired from their struggles depict themselves as monsters, as ghosts, as dead men walking. They do not consider themselves people, because people do not have tormented souls. People do not invest all their energies into surviving everyday. People do not have to pretend to be people.
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Our Song
Our song still manages to snatch my soul temporarily every time I hear it. Every beat of the drum correlates with every beat of my heart. It’s a scary feeling, being reminded of the emotions I used to have for you. I feel stupid, useless, careless all over again, just like you used to make me feel.
At the same time, there’s that unwanted longing for you, that nostalgia, your scent,...
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Someday, I will graduate from knee push ups and 5 lb. dumbbells. I promise.
I will also get a six pack. And I don’t mean a six pack of beer ;)
Irony:
Girl with an “I Love Vegan Boys” sticker on her MacBook wearing Uggs. I don’t understand.
